Some deep shit

One more two more everyone wants more
Draining me, nothin's the same, everything's like before
The smell of decaying souls makes me sick
I'm tryin to run thru it but it's to thick
Like running in to a glass wall
Why get up to another fall?
I'll stay done, and await my maker
Going to sleep, hoping I wont wake up

I just need another drop
One more time will help me stop
Never again, just this one time
One more drink and then Ill be fine
Is it that hard for you to understand?
Ive got control, Im in command
I know Ive messed up before
But I really need some more
Ive had such a bad day
I need something to stay the same
As it used to be, like nothing changed
Its all fucked up, the whole worlds deranged
Just a glimse of joy and hope
Something at the end of the rope
That atleast, for now, seems pure
Is it that bad to want something more?
Fuck that shit, I've had it with the lies
Sooner or later both you and me dies
So Ill smash that bottle for good
If you where me, Im sure that you would.